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I try to sleep, but the COCK is stuck on thoughts of you and me.

— Me singing Inconsolable.

My love for Nick Carter is slowly becoming unmanageable.

I mean…

He’s a perfect human being.

PERFECT.

That voice. That personality. Those eyes. That everything.

I’d just love to hold him in my arms forever.

And feed him love and happiness every single day of his life.

And look at him 24/7 like a creep, making him speak so I can hear his lovely talking voice.

Then I’ll just force him to serenade me a love song.

And we’ll love each other forever.


I don’t remember where I took this photo from. It’s probably the only picture with my 4 husbands all together. If only we could see JC better..


it’s enormous, but I don’t care. It’s utterly beautiful.


Where’s my Backstreet Boys t-shirt?!

It’s taking forever to arrive! I paid it 49$ (shipping included) almost one month ago. I demand it. I mean I understand all the snow problems and whatnot, but I want it now.

I’m getting impatient.

This is not good.


[Flash 9 is required to listen to audio.]
Title: Poster Girl
Artist: Backstreet Boys
Played: 80 times

This is my favorite song at the moment.





Happy Birthday AJ!

And even if you’re a husband now remember that I’m still in love with you. <3


it may sound stupid but why won’t a 2012 cruise happen?

I guess that they will be busy with the new album… ? Or do you 2011cruisers know something we normal people don’t know? lol